Adem’s Promise to me..

March 9, 2008

"BISAG UNSAON IKAW MAN GIHAPON NGIT.." a promise solemnly uttered that thinking of it now embelish poignant memories, and a stabbing pain all the way to every pulse that beat, to every muscle that rip, to every breathe taken..

ngit

it’s 12midnyt past but sleep seems so out of the way, so mailap..

i’m missing him so so much.. i long to see the sight of him..

he doesn’t know that i’m hanging on to his promise, THAT particular promise of his.. 

i’m just here.. i was never lost, and you were never on the verge of losing me..

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harsh-ness..

i went to church today.. i so much need the guidance from "up there".. i’m just so lucky that i still have my family who’s always there, and my friends..

i’m wounded as hell, i’m the defeated side although i was the one who was betrayed.. i know this all has a purpose..

somehow, the reminder my mom always tell me keep ringing inside my head "things always look brighter in the morning nak..", she would say.. "i know ma, i hope.." but today, that phrase didn’t seem to register wholly.. i still know that deep inside, i can’t be ok..

the day seems long and the night endless..

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