i was being like crushed to my very soul.. i feel cold.. i feel numb with pain.. the relentless idea of being betrayed by the person who i thought was true to me is excruciating.. i’m stabbed.. i felt tremors of anger and pain.. i wanna crush the life out of him the way he crushed mine to pieces..
ive fallen.. deep.. i don’t need any help.. he betrayed me.. i lost.. i give up..
ngit.. i miss you.. =(
it’s barely tuesday but i feel like i’m so stressed already.. we have so much to do but my mind and body is so tired that i can’t begin even one thing that’s needed to be done.. i don’t know how and where to begin.. haayyy..
hello waki.. tita misses you na.. i used your soap so that parang you are with me na rin.. you have been tita’s only source of hope and joy lately, since tito adem’s obviously is so busy with his job as the new proprietor of their shop.. i miss you both.. continue to be tita’s good boy ok? i’ll be home soon and i’ll bring you your favorite cake..
hell yes, my boyfriend adem was given the full ownership of their photo shop.. at the age of 21 he has already accomplished lots of things.. he’s supposed to be finishing this year in college but he has so much responsibilities in their business that he priorotize it first than schooling. he’s a graphic designer and a layout artist. he has a knack for creating good work of arts by just the use of photoshop or corel draw. he has lots of ideas, and now he’s applying them in their business.. i’m truly proud of him.. he’s one of a kind! my only fear is, with so much responsibilities that fell on his shoulders now, he might forget me.. i’m used to having all his attentions and what if time comes that he has no time for me anymore? these thoughts are nagging at me.. but i know that i just have to trust him.. with a love like ours, i know it’s not that easy to just take me for granted.. i know..
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