Living Life, Loving It!

i haven’t gone to church for a very long time now. i used to be very active then. i feel guilty, it seems like i’ve done a grave mistake. God has been so good to me and to my family yet i repay Him with this. He only asks an hour or so in one whole week but i find it so hard doing so.. God forgive me..

but eventhough i don’t go to church often now and be able to continue my other spiritual responsiblities, i still pray. i pray at night before i go to sleep and i pray during the morning, just after waking up. i thank adem for constantly reminding me to never neglect saying my prayers.

i know God has a big heart, He’ll understand me. He will see through my imperfections.

"the heart has reasons the reasons can’t know.. "

                                            - pascal
 

i was googling and for fun, i looked for the meaning as well as popular personas that share with boyfriend’s name which is ademar. and the most ineteresting i found was this:

1. Ademar or Adhémar , d. 1098, French prelate, bishop of Le Puy-en-Velay. At the Council of Clermont (1095), he energetically promoted the First Crusade and was designated as papal legate on that expedition. He distinguished himself in the sieges of Nicaea and Antioch and carried the Holy Lance (with which Christ’s side had been pierced by a Roman soldier) after its discovery, although he at first doubted its authenticity. He died at Antioch, a victim of the plague.

2. Ademar da Silva Braga is a Brazilian football manager, he is the Assistant-Coach of Corinthians in the Brazilian Série A.

3. Adémar de Chabannes (sometimes Adhémar de Chabannes) (c. 988-1034) was an eleventh century monk, a historian, who wrote the first annals that had been compiled in Aquitaine since Late Antiquity, as well as a musical composer and a successful literary forger.

4. there’s even this upcoming graphic novel by Jon Ponikvar which is titled: the Chronocles of Ademar. 

so you must’ve been a priest, a sportsman, a monk or a historian in you later life hon huh? nah.. i  most prefer the ademar i have now..