as bleak as the weather..
yesterday’s weather summed up my mood. it shined in the morning, promising a bright sunny day ahead, just as happy and bright my mood is. funny how one mood can change drastically, just as the weather outside changed into a bleak one. it contunued throughout the day and the day which i thought would be a happy one turned into a nightmare. might ask who the reason of the drastic change in mood is? HE.. do i need to elaborate who the HE is? haha..
i just can’t help but notice that he changed through the years. yesterday was also our 26th month together, more that 2 years of blissful years together. but lately, im noticing a new HIM.. he kept repeating old issues and he sees only my faults, which unfortunately led to new arguments. it wasn’t how i imagined our monthsary would be. i can’t help but ask myself "what’s wrong this time?".. one of my new year’s resolution this year is to ‘have more patience’.. i guess NOW is the time to practice that resolution. i just hope everything comes back to normal, ‘coz i would love to see the sunshine again.
